so, i decided tonight that i'm done.

i'm done with: bullshit drama. mIRC. guys who break my heart everytime i talk to them. everything.

i've changed a couple of times because of all of that stuff. i'm tired of it. i'm a mean person to the people that mean most to me, which means i end up loosing them.

i fight over retarded stuff with my best friends. and people that i want to be friends with, walk away because of how i act.

i'm done doing that. for good.

truthfully... theres only a couple of people that matter to me, that i would absolutely die for. i hope they know who they are. they're the ones that have been there for me through everything. even some people that have stayed after i fucked up major.

i cant stand to lose anymore friends.

so, i deleted irc right after i downloaded it.

i'm done with drama, the first hint, i'm walking away.

and with guys, i'm going to choose them wisely. which means dumping them on the first sign of meanness or fakeness out of them.

the ones i'm sorry to:
Josh. Joel. Daniel. Sometimes even Spencer&&Spencer(not often though.)

I don't know if they will ever forgive me...
probably not.

but i don't know anymore, so i'm done.

nice knowing you people